Yesterday I went out into nature. With a back injury that makes it hard for me to do a lot of my Witchcraft getting out to nature can be very hard. My parents have been in town because I have been going through steroid treatments for my heart. Recently it was racing at 239.
Because of everything I have been through I have been facing death as well as life in between the veil. I have challenged some of my own views when it comes to what I believe is my own craft. When it comes to magic itself I am still confused on what magic truly is. We believe we have a idea of magic, but true magic we still never find the understanding.
Take for example yesterday when I was out at Helen Hunt Falls there is a area that has a nice place to sit by the creek. I had a camping chair to try to lean in to help my back. As I sit there I tried to call out to the Lord and Lady of the Forest. I could feel a connection, but I didn't fully understand what that connection was. I felt the water from the creek around me. I felt the sounds of the water rushing off the rocks. I could feel myself being pulled into areas of the creek as if I was slipping between cracks within the veil.